Unparalleled

 "I told you all my secrets, cause I write what i feel, what I go through & things that bothers my internal peace. But you, you've lost me and for this time it will be forever"

I see resemblance of my feelings, when I look closer to your gazes. Are you my soulmate and of heaven? Am I just Reckoning exceedingly? I've heard there are match mates each, I don't have any fantasy about it. But, deep down in my loved filled room, I want someone to be there with me too. Someone, who's caring, loving, nurturing & maintaing my woos.

Let's talk about today things that we're afraid to. As it's questionable to exit with insecurities within. I suffered a lot through things that frightened me, made me unhappy & dreadful. What about you?!? 

Am I the only one who made so many wrong choices in life? Thought that everything with relates to my life  worthy enough to be understood. Cried, yelled, tripped, cheated, broken, all my teenage & then I met someone who was humble & honest about being who he was.  I thought he was the knight in the shining armour which I read in tales, my mama used to buy me.  I gave all my loyalty and devotion I could give thinking he was the saviour back then and I forgot he was a human too. He can be wrong too, he can do wrong and there is nothing wrong about he being wrong. After all, we did assumed a lot and our expectations been always hurt.

And one fine day, he screamed at me  with so much of outrage that I felt I lost that self-respect  which was not even their at the first place. Liking my birds shattered cage and went away from me.  Yeah me, the worst thing, which occurred to them in their whole happening life. So much guilty to carry within. Right? I felt it too after someday. The days in which I loved myself a bit more than usual. I tried to be indifferent,  made jokes which would protect my heart atleast. But, when you're broken from inside, nothing outside could conceal it. Not even the concealers we buy from the stores. So, why can't we just show everybody our scars, our Bruces, our scrapes, our blotches, our  swellings?

Yes, we're broken down, cheated, destroyed. So, what? Everybody is. We are humans and human aren't different.  We are identical and the Human who try to be  different are loners. They're also trying to cope up, because in life we have to make our space. And when somebody can't  make it by doing similar like others,  they say we are distinct.  Repelling those statements of "YOU CAN'T EVEN BE THAT" 

Trust me the biggest tabboo I've ever heard is being unhappy "somebody trying to act normal because being sad isn't accepted" 

Is concealment is actually the key for moving on?

I won't tell you that. It's your call to understand what am I talking about.

"A hurt human is normal, a smile hiding it is not" 

By: Durey shehwar:))